Frustrated.
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I often feel angry and sad (for myself) that my mom isn’t here to help me with the big and little things life throws my way. But today was the first time I felt angry FOR my mom, knowing that she herself would be pissed off that she’s not around to help me out with today’s little thing; not here to protect me. It’s a whole new shitty feeling that I’ve just discovered 14 months after she died, and it’s annoying as fuck.